itunes drabble ;p

i'm just want to do something fun tonight after taraweh,so here it goes:



the name i loved-shinee.(onew/__________)

i missed the way she glanced at me, giggled whenever i tell jokes. I used to call her everyday,telling my activities. She would listen to any words i say without commentating anything. 
Some random thoughts hit me. you still love her.
yeah. i do. so? does she cares? she leave me here,she go to the place i can't reach. She's gone.
I check at my handphone,waiting her to text me something or im-ing me. 
'aah!hello oppa!how's your day?~' here it is!
i smile. 
'ah!you sound so tired,go to sleep!'
she always care to me. ah...
"What the hell are you doing,hyung?" it's key, standing in front of me. "no,nothing! i'm wating her replied." i wink. he sigh. "hyung.. you need to take a rest." he finally say. "Nooooo, i'll go to sleep when she already reply me!!" i dont know why i'm screaming.
"you're... please,hyung. it's nonsense if you wait her to reply." minho come to my room,joining our talk.
"what? oh,guys! why cant you make me wait just for 10 minutes more? please?" i beg. "No. you can't.go to sleep. or i'm not gonna making fried chicken anymore." deg. no wayyy i can live without holy mexicana chicken he makes,he's killing me. no way.
'oh,keyyy,fine! if that's what you want!' i sigh. key smiling at me. 'great. now,go to sleep, onew hyung,and you too,minho.' he nod his head to minho. finally they leave me alone. now i can wait for her reply.
10 minutes...
20 minutes....
40 minutes....
i dont get any text from her this night. i'm confuse. does she mad at me????????

***
'hello sunshine! hello chicken! hello _____!' i shout. i go to the kitchen,found key is making our breakfast while minho(wow this guy is suddenly appear anywhere,lol) is drinking his milk.
'woah! smells good!' i say. 'eh,hello onew hyung!you wake up too early. it's only 7.' key say. i'm just laugh. 'do you prepare to go somewhere this day,hyung?' ask minho calmly. i nod my head. 'well.. i want to go to _____'s' i answer.
key sigh. 'what's wrong?'i demand. 'well...hyung....do you really forget the accident?' key whisper. 'mwo?what accident?' i say. 'uh,onew hyung, you remember the accident right?' minho say.
'what accident? dont be silly you guys. ah, i should go to _____'s,bye!' i finally say cause i'm not understand what they say. i want to leave but key blocking my way to the dorm's door.
'key! what are you doing?' i say angrily. seriously, what the hell is he doing to me? 'wake up,onew hyung!! take the fact!' he screams. 'what fact????????' i push him to the wall.
Key finally exploded,"YOU HAVE TO ADMIT THE FACT! SHE'S DEAD,HYUNG! SHE CANT COMEBACK TO YOU!" 
i kick him. how dare he tell me something idiot like that?
Minho finally bolster key get out from my sight. "He just need times,key." i hear minho whisper. I'm pretty sure that he's talking about me,but... what he means about i need times? 
"yeah,minho, he need times. it's been 4 months since ____ noona died, but he still pretending that ____ lives,texting him." key yelling.
"it's hard for him,alright?"
"he need to let her go." key say.

*********
this afternoon minho&key ask me to accompany them to somewhere out of town. i agree,but i'm still mad at key so i refuse to talk with him.
finally we arrive at.... uh...cemetery? why are they going to a place like this?
'we want to show you something.' say minho when i ask him. i nod my head,following them. they stop at a grave yard. i'm not really paying attention to the grave yard until i read the name. what a coincidence, the name is just the same as ________.
all of sudden, a weird thought came to me. is she..... is she......
'i know it's hard for you to forget her, hyung. she's a really nice girl... but you should take this fact....... i know she would be happy if you finally move on....' minho's saying make me shock. suddenly,every lost memories are return to my head, give me explanations why she lost contact with me.
*****
i cry in front of her grave yard. how could she leave me alone? oh.. __________ please come back to me.. i need your warmth... i need your hug........

_____ yeah consider this is someone ;p

yeah. bad drabble. -__- i knoooooow!! it's my first drabble so,as you see, this is sooo terrible hehe,but feel free to comment! comments are love! :3
p.s read this drabble with listen to the name i loved-shinee. it makes this better. lol

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