To men who crossed my path

the final decision: (for now,at least :p)

i give up.

yeah....... life is unfair :////

kayak katanya nurul;' kayaknya kita mesti sedih terus gak sih?'
that make me think a lot................... and yes,i dont want to be sad anymore. this is the only way to make me could smile again without hurting my self inside..

luna&nurul: 'alah,masa nyerah sebelum berperang?'
uh.... i know. you probably think i'm coward or something... but it's not like that,folks. i want my life to be easier. i dont care anymore. at least i tried.

iffa's word: 'nyantai wae della, nggak usah dipeduliin!'
you're always the one who laid-back,the one i expect to said like that lol  ;p but this is....a thing: i care. and the more i care about it,i will make myself hurt.


cihui sok dilema abis -____________- sebenernya gak ada yang sadar tentang ini.... cuma aku. bodo ah. the real question await : do i really want to give up like this... or stay,and... dammit.


kalo saya tidak give up!
-uuuhhh... i'm too scared to talk about the options i have (?-__-) 

kalo saya give up
-saya bahagia dan menjadi fan girl-minded yang setiap hari kerjaanya nongkrongin komputer cuma buat ngecekin allkpop.com,youtube&fansitenya mereka (which is me already :p)
-tapi.... ada yang kurang.
-gak ada saingan ataupun panik gak jelas
-fokus belajar&membaca ff (gak mutu parah)


what am i doing? ngomong2 gak jelas gini,koyo wong edan -__-


udah ya. mau liat ini dulu:


daaah!