a fool’s only tears (chapter 2)

Title:  a fool’s only tears (chapter 2)

Character: shinee,f(x) main character would be exposed later.

Rating: G

Genre: high school AU, angst

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It just so damn hilarious that she didn’t realize it at all.

She didn’t realize that he stare at her.

I was waiting for the school’s bell rang so the school would start any moment, along with him and the rest of the class. I was listening to my iPod as usual(and yeah,watching him who was talking with Taemin),the girls were gossiping and the boys were talking and fooling around.

And then she came.

Taemin was too excited with the topic so he kept talking animatedly,but him- as soon as he catch the glimpse of her,he looked at her.

She looked so sleepy. I greeted her with a smile then i turned my eye shot to where he sit.

He was still staring at her.

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According to my observation, it was not the fist time. Hell, i can’t even count on how many times he secretly throwing glance at her.

It’s too damn foolish that i realize it just now.

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It’s not like he never stared at me.

Of course he ever, one or two. 

But it was different.

It was a deep gaze or just an another perspicacity. He wasn't smiling like he would do when he saw her.

He was just stare.

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Sometimes i thought the main reason he saw me was because of her. I mean we practically hang out with each other, so she always sit or walks beside me. 

When i wasn’t with her, he sometimes look at me. But i don’t really care either because he would looked away in a second. He was just waiting for her presence-not me.

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And now i seems stupid,watching your conversation with her. I hate the way you sharing the almost-identical smile with her . You was telling something silly like you loves to do. Everyone near you smiled, i smiled but it was only her you saw and both of you throwing a weird grin like that joke is only you and her understand.

It was kind of adorable, the way you looks at her and the way that they’re not look a like but how they fit,so perfectly that it hurts.

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Things i do almost everyday:

• ·         Seeing you smile at me (see your smile after i helped you or when i laughed at your saying was enough to make my day)
• ·         I often let you borrow my things just to let you call my name again.
• ·         Eyeing you like crazy
• ·         Pretend that i look somewhere else when you notice

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 It’s an another Friday, it’s still 6.20 when i reached the school and walked to my class.

When i reached the class i saw you,standing in front of the door. You seems unusual, you were thinking something and i saw you looked bit down. 

I was wondering why you looked like this,observed every inch of your face just to saw the pain lingering in your face. But you were too lost in your thoughts to notice a pair of concerned eyes staring at you.

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