Mental break-down.

I've said here that i'm scared of failures.
I do.
I hate it when i failed something- and thats what happen right now, i failed a lot.
My mind is so screwed up this time i couldnt think right.... I just wanna do so many things- yet i'm already so busy with all of homeworks and an event.
Sometimes i even thought.... do i deserve to be here? to stand here?
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I always get more anxious and self-conscious whenever the question popped out of my mind.
My negative mind say that i'm not good enough- which is sad, really- but yeah life sucks but it keeps on turning.
I... don't......... know..........anymore.
I'm such a wreck.
But i can handle this... i believe it.

"Tough times don't last......... tough people do."