unworthy

funny how life could be so fast. It's like in a blink of an eye when you are still my friend and we stil talk and BOOM! seconds after that, we're not friends anymore and though i see you once in awhile and sometimes you walk pass me, no words come out from my mouth, or yours.
for a century or at least what it feels like century, i try to think positive. i try to chat, but you don't reply. i wholly understand ignorance, so i decided to back off.
and go.
but yeah, talking is way easier than actually do something. I'm holding the urge of wanting to know how are you. I'm holding the urge to ask million questions, and one day i just stopped to hold the urge and i actually ask you.
You finally answer with proper words, but i don't like any of the words. None of them. I'm okay with it but i wish i never asked.
Goodbye. | Are you sure? | no,never. i don't know.
When you are friends with someone and then you're not, and you know you're no longer friends, you'll just let go of them? | Maybe, i don't know. Yes, maybe.
so i guess i'm just a maybe. just a small phase of your life. But i decided to end this phase. I'm sick of this unfinished business thing