Words i do not dare to speak.

People always find me loud and outspoken. That kind of average teenager who is always straightforward and say whatever she'd like to say. In fact, i admit it too- i always speak and speak and never did pause for a second to think. I always blurted out whatever i wanna say. My words might come harsh and i regret it for a minute then i forget it minute afterwards.

I'm always like that, the never ending chatty me.

But, truth is, despite that i always talk, i, too, have words i never dare to speak. Too coward to do so. Or because of my ego, my pride didn't let me. 

I guess i am a bit bipolar-ish. I'm really thoughful when it comes to words that matters, words that i can't bring myself to spill. And in the end of the day,sometimes i regret that i never said it.And mostly, i regret it because i will never ever have the second chance to tell it. 

And it kills me.