2015

A quarter of 2015 has passed; new year seemed like yesterday, yet it's 3 month ago.

Funny sometimes how mother nature can make time relative instead of stuck on minutes or seconds.

Sometimes it feels like a flash, when days just go by like swoosh and i was yet to enjoy those days while it lasted when mother nature forced me to go back to my routine. Days like that are the best and I always cherish it, holding back to each memory i have of those days and remember it with a smile plastered on my face. 

But there are days where my life feel empty, and i can hear the clock ticking tick-tock-tick-tock as I watch the clock move slowly. And as it moves slower and slower, I get intoxicated on my own day-dream, sinking further into my thoughts.... s l o w l y d r o w n i n g

I have to admit, for the first month or two i moved here in this brand new city where i barely know anyone, days mostly feel like the last one. I kind of freaked out and i feel tired all the time. I questioned my choice but i knew there was no turning back and i had to accept the challenge. 

But deep down i was still.... n u m b