chapter 1

here's the chapter one of my weird fanfics. onew's pov <3 it's more like his diary anyway ._.

24 Jan 10

the moon said to me, “If he makes you cry,why you still remember him?” I looked at the moon&said, “Moon,would you ever leave your sky?”

26 Jan 10

your scent is still linger on my bed. i could imagine you sitting here beside me,talk about unimportant stuffs for the whole day,like we used to.

3 feb 10

I’m afraid to close my eyes cause I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them cause I might see you.

5 feb 10

i've been waiting for almost a year, kibum-ah. I'm waiting you for comeback. That's your promise and i've trust you.

7 feb 10

trust is like a mirror,once its broken,no matter how hard you try to put it back together, the cracks will always show. so what will you do right now,when i couldn't  trust you again?

10 feb 10

Where are you,kibum? Where in the fucking earth? Is that so hard to just contacting me for once? I miss you like hell.

14 feb 10

and this is the valentine day. And the day i hate the most, cause everything,everyone,every moves remembering me of you. And here i am, in my room, sitting alone by myself,waiting. For you.

20 feb 10

my friends said i'm a fool for waiting you. Am i,kibum?am i?

28 feb 10

the gloomy february finally ends. I want to skip march. April&May too. Oh june please come fast so i can see you,again,here in seoul.

4 March 10

I'm loss at what to do.

15 March 10

News sure run fast. I heard you already has girlfiend,kibum. And i swear all the thing i can type in our msn chat is: 'congrats.' when i actually want to said: 'JUST LEAVE YOUR GIRLFRIEND,BE WITH ME. SHE'S NOT THAT GOOD,NOT THAT INTO YOU THAN I AM.'

yesssss,how is it? is this weird? XD sorry guys. i'm bored....freakinly bored.