Things I'd like to say

I never though I will ever write about you, but I guess it's nice to have a little reminder so here we go. Here's to months ago; where I realized things I should've realized a year or two year ago. We crossed path one time but I think once is enough for a life time. People said that every person in your life is either a blessing or a lesson. I used to think that you are a blessing but you turn out to be a huge life lesson. You make me realize that certain people are toxic for ourselves. We both were toxic for each other, we did each other no good. I never thought other person have that capabilities of hurting me that bad; congrats you are the one who does so much damage to me. I learned to heal on my own though thanks to you.  I never hated you, people say I should've been mad at how you treated me but I don't see any use of that.I learned to see more clearly now; I wonder how could I didn't see things.  I ain't gonna play saint I believe I've done a lot of bad things to you too - lp. Thankfully the worst is over, I hope you are okay now. I hope you will see me with no hate someday. Not now, but someday.