i've decided

i don't want me to repeat my silly acts in the past. I've had enough of bitter moments, heck i've grown bored of it. I got hurt so much i'm used to it. But i've decided. No more stupid acts, no more bittersweet moments (though in my case i've got almost no sweet moments) I don't want to be the one to fight for it. I just want to sit back and watch. I have a lot of things to do, so many things better than this. I have to stand in my own fighting for my future, not worrying about things like this. I've got my future waiting. The rest can be think of later. This time, i got plans about what i want to do, and i'm 100% sure i will do anything, anything to get it. I will do my best- that thing is only a game, unimportant. Like another games we play if we get bored of this life. Why i have to be concerned about such things, right? So this thing can be put aside, erased if necessary. In the mean time, i'll work the hardest for my plans, my future.
hell yeah.